Congratulations Beth

Sweetest Dee-
Thank you so very much, my love!
I cannot even believe that this has been a year in the "fixing" rather than a year of destruction!! Well, maybe both..
Have another appointment- I will be back later on today!
Much love to you!
Hope you enjoyed your birthday yesterday & did something nice to celebrate!
Always,
Bethy

Dee,

Happy Belated Birthday! I got all involved with work and just forgot. You know I love you and wish you well. You are a sweetheart. Beth, goodwill to you too.
I'm so glad for you. You have had your share of things pulling at you and you was strong and held up. I'm real proud of you. We are all special people and we have stood the test of time.

Good night for now. I've had a full day. I have to go downtown in the morning for more tests on my stomach and then across town to the Suboxone doctor. I've still got to finish working on my Mom's party with about thirty relatives coming over. Oh my God, help me. I can't do it all. I live so far out and my family is scattered around. I'm just glad they are all going to be here. Prayers please.

Yours in Life,
Barbara

Hi guys!
I am so frustrated right now. I just spent over an hour posting to you both & sent it- IT"S GONE! I even went and checked my "Drafts" box, just hoping, but no go! I hope that it shows up somewhere, but I have to go for right now. I'm really upset because I really put alot out there. I'll be back to you soon!
Love Your Friend,
Bethy

Hi Dee,
Another great idea- thank you! My only issue with doing it that way is that many times I plan to just write a quick "Hello" post & end up rambling on & on & ON. But I may just do it that way anyways, as I always have my "Word" program pulled up also for spell check, etc. Your right though, one more step will cause much less stress! This is what I am looking for- as many ways as possible to eliminate ANY type of stress in my life! Thanks again! You'll be hearing from me soon! As always, I look forward to hearing from you as well.
Hope you had a very nice, special birthday! I'll certainly be able to remember yours as its the day after my life changed. As you know, May 5th was one year for me!
Also, I wanted Barbara to know that your in my thoughts & prayers about pulling off your large family event at your home.. If I know you at all, I know that you'll make it just perfect! (or try your hardest for perfection!) Easy for me to say, but make your lists & try to remain as stress-free as possible.. Let me know!
Okay, I have to go begin to get the babies ready for the day. We may take our camper down south for the night for a picnic/party that's going on down at the farm. It'll just be soo much to try to pull off, as it requires some prep work & Matt doesn't necessarily get that concept. He gets all the camper, etc ready, but when it comes to food, family, blankets, etc. Well, you get the point. I'm not complaining though. Matt is an incredible man & is always still able to amaze me after all this time. We are closer than ever. Thank God that I live with my best friend, as well as him being my hubby!!! Do I make any sense????
Okay, I really, truly have to get moving around here.
Sending warm thoughts & prayers!
Your Nutty Buddy,
Bethy

Hi Bethy,

Happy happy Mother's Day! I know you'll have a ball out in the country. I hope we could all get together some time soon.It would be neat if all of you could come to Orlando and I have a hookup for a camper with a separate sewer system, phone and electricity. Oh, I'm just dreaming. It would be great though. The people next door have all kinds of animals...even a llama. The kiddies would love it. I can get up to three people in Disney free. Lets think about it.

I want to tell Dee to have a wonderful relaxing day. I know your Gordy will take good care of you.

I've done all the shopping today. I bought my Mom a cake in the shape of her dog. It looks like her Bijon Fisha. She loves her dog like a kid. Just like me. I love all my animals. This will be the first time all of my family has been together in years. We have a lot of disfunction from the past. We are doing some bonding which is a blessing. We have been through some hard times growing up. This is another thing this forum and you people have done for me. I wasn't likable before and this would have never happened. I love you all so much.

I'm going to watch the lottery drawing and go to bed. If I win, I'll spring for a trip for every body to come down in a private jet and picked up fancy car.

Here's me waiting for you
Bye for today,
Yours in the struggle,
Barbara