Welcome ToRiFn,
I'm happy to see another member has joined. If you are in need of anything or have questions, please feel free to post what they are and Dee or I, Barbara will do our best to help you out. We are both moderators of this forum and honestly care about you. We have both been where you are no matter what phase you are in. Listed below are numbers for your use also. Just remember you are not alone and we will do all we can for you.
Yours in the struggle,
Barbara