Good night to all

Good night my friend. Sleep with the angels
Dee

Hi Dee,

God bless you...you always answer me. I just got in again and going back in the morning. I'll be glad when this is over and I can breath. There's so much I want to say to my buddies here. I need to catch up. I just found out there's another show coming in right on top of this one (Premier Beauty.) I don't know if I'll get time off or not. I need to make the money while it's here.

I'm tired and going to bed. I just wanted all of you to know you are special people to me. I worry and wonder when I don't hear from you. Anybody heard from Mez? I miss her humer.

Good night again,
Barbara

Barbara,
Just keep in mind. It is your choice as to weather or not you take the job. If your feeling that it is too much for you to do. You can always say "not this time"
I know you don't want to pass up the money, but you are more important than the money.
love
Dee

Hello Ms Barbara!!
You sound like you've been absolutely exhausted in many of the posts that I've caught of yours. I understand being that tired, as you know my situation with having two young babies. (now toddlers) As well as work & the household, etc. But, one thing that I want to mention (and that you mentioned to me eons ago) that if you don't take care of yourself first, nothing else is going to matter. None of us, despite our drive & desire, are SuperWoman. Yet, I also want to let you know that I understand the need of "making hay when the sun shines!" Would you be able to make it financially if you decided not to do this show? Even if it makes it tight- can you make it? You made it through a long, tough, painful winter while being off work due to your foot & you did get through it. Although, I know that you feel better inside knowing that your completely solvent due to your upbringing. I'm in hopes that you take care of you first & if that means busting your butt to do this show, so be it. But Barb, then you have to make sure to take the time that you need to "unwind", rest, relax, catch up. I'm in hopes that you can do it now & possibly let this show go by, but financial stress & having it weigh down your mind doesn't allow you to relax & rest, even if you are home because your sitting there thinking & pondering on the guilt of feeling like you should be working. I really do understand. My guess is that you will forge through & go on to do the show, but please, slow down girl! You know where you get when your burning the candle at both ends.. I'm feeling strength today that hasn't been there in quite a while & I'm sending some your way right now.... (there it went!) Catch it & remember the advice that you gave me when I was mad at myself for not being able to do it all, wondering why I couldn't do everything???
Hang in there & please try to get some rest!
Love,
B

[size=18]Bethy, You're the best. I didn't take the show. Guess what? My car over heated my last day of the Oncology Show and blew my water pump. I got it fixed and could have rented a car, but just stayed home while my mechanic friend worked on my car. I'm going to catch up on some errands and house work tomorrow. I want to do the out of the Premier Beauty so I can get a lot of products that they leave behind. So little sister, I'm down for the next few days.

I've got to get into bed I'm still sored up from last week.

You help me a lot too...thanks.
Yours in the struggle,
Barbara