Hello and welcome, Jerilynkrismer. As you can see, all of us ladies are very warm and welcoming here, as we are all sharing the same experience. I myself just joined a few weeks ago, and I am a newbie myself...I got clean May 31st, with the help of Suboxone and also with the help of the ladies and FRIENDS I have made on this website. One of which is my Aunt. Going on Suboxone will be the best decision of your life...I know because it changed mine...and I never thought I could live without pills. Like you, for me it started with health issues, for me it was oral surgery and endometriosis, so I had 2 doctors giving me scrips. Then after 4 years I got involved with someone who introduced me to heroin when pills weren't around. Just when I thought there was no way out, I took my aunt's advice and gave Suboxone a chance, and I have never felt better. I normally couldn't go about my day without pills...I lost quite a few jobs due to my addiction, and also FAMILY relationships, which I am now getting back! There is nothing more rewarding than that. I urge you to give Suboxone a chance, and we are all here for you each step of the way. It is always scary at first for all of us, but I promise you when you start the medication and join us for our chats twice a week that you will realize you made the decision of a lifetime.
Good luck to you, and I really hope to see you on here!
Love,
Jellybean