I'm back...George I've been dealing with some health issues and had some tests come back okay. The only thing is my liver test were at the worst they have been in years and I got a little scared. I realize scared can only allow it room to fall further down. I've got to be strong in my mind and look for new ways to get back on the right road to get better. It's not just me. I've got an old racehorse I rescued and she is suffering and needs to be put down. I've got a 24 year old dog the same way. They both follow me around and I'm so sad for them. I should have the money next week to have it done. The fact I lost two union brothers this month. One to cancer and the other I suspect it was pain pills. You think when you get straight, life is wonderful, but you are still faced with life not being so smooth. Being clean doesn't mean you are handed a get out of crap card. I know I must count the good things I have. This horse has had the best four years when she came to me. My dog, Pete has had a good life. He's been a good pal to me. I have so much to be thankful for.
Thank you again for offering to listen. I tell people, a story told is one half solved. I hope you hang with us for a while. Most of my friends are guys. The women friends I have, I've had for years and years. One just moved to Dallas. Thank God for the computer.
Glad you're having some good emotions. Keep sharing and it will stay with you.
Here to help,
Barbara
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