I miss everybody

Hi Everyone,

I really miss you all. I've been going from one show to the other and coming in to doctor Sassy. (She's doing better on her one front foot.) She still has pain with her ankle on her other front foot. It was awful to watch her limp on both front feet. She dug her out a bed right where her food and water was so she didn't have to move. Now she's getting around the front yard pretty good. I locked both the horses from the pasture so if something happened, they would be close by. I just have to go around the yard picking up all the "presents" they leave me.

I'm off to bed for now, sending my love and cares to my cyber family. You mean a lot to me. Take care of each other.

Yours to love,
Barbara

Hey Dee,

I just saw you post. Yes, I'm back working from show to show. I should be in each night around 5:15. I've been coming in and doctoring Sassy. She is coming along great. She was even running today. The abcess burst and is draining and I'm soaking her with Epsom salts and dressing her out with Ichthammol Ointment.

I'm still holding it at 2 milligrams and doing a lot better. I guess it was just an adjustment I had to make that takes time. I'm just tired and must go to bed.

Thanks for your concern and comments. They are both appreciated and very much needed.

Yours to love,
Barbara

Hi Everyone,

It good to see everyone is doing so well. I've been working form sun up to sun down. I have to take care of all of the animals the minute I get in and then cook dinner. I'm pretty spent at the end of the day. I had today off and spent it grocery shopping and house work. I let Sassy out in the pasture because it started raining and I know she like to go to the barn when it rains. The next morning she was lame again. I've been doctoring her and the vet will be here in the afternoon tomorrow.

I'm still holding at two milligrams a day and forgot to take it one day and made it through work okay, but had to dose when I got in.

I just wanted you all to know you are my heart and I've missed you all...especially the new people. You are all doing so well. This is a good thing.

Yours in the struggle,
Barbara

Barbara
Good to hear from you. I've also gone out of the of the house without taking my Suboxone before, I really didn't miss it until later on that evening. That's what happens the farther into recovery we get, we get to a point where taking our Suboxone isn't the first thing we think about first thing when we get up.
Keep checking in when you can. We'll be here.
Yours,
Dee

Hey,

I did everything I could to get to the chat room, but it said something about the firewalls not permitting me to enter. I loaded up the Java deal and it still wouldn't work. I hope someone will see this and answer me. All of a sudden I feel all alone and out of place. I miss everybody. It was so good to hear from Dee and Beth today. Bless both of you.

Going to help Mom with the dinner dishes and will be back in a few.

Yours anytime,
Barbara

Barbara It could be that your Internet Security is keeping you from entering the chat room. You could have Crickett check it our for you the next tiem she comes around to check on you, or maybe Kimbo could be the person to answer this one. With as much as I do know about computers does know more than I do. A lot more.
Dee

Hi,

Crickette was ill last week. I start a new show in the morning. Maybe in between she can come over. Would you ask Kim to help me if he would?

I've got to go to the doctor and will be back in the early afternoon, I hope.

Love,
Barbara