Welcome Big John,
I'm Barbara, one of the moderators and recovering addict. Glad to see another member has joined and hope to hear from you when you're up to it. It's usually quiet on the weekends, but I'll be checking through out the day. If you have any questions or concerns, please post. We will do our best to take care of you. This site is one of the best I have found and rates top in the nation.
Take care.
Yours in the struggle,
Barbara