Thanks Dee!
I am doing pretty good right now. Tomorrow will be exactly one week since I started on the suboxone. I'm on 16mgs a day despite a pretty hefty habit, and day by day things are getting better. I did go to a meeting at an old rehab facility on Monday just to see some old faces and grabbed a 24hr chip...I'm not into 12-step programs myself, but it felt good to go and let some old friends in recovery know that I was working towards making my life better again. I'm still sweaty from time to time, I am not craving opiates at all, which is a relief. The soreness and aches are obviously not entirely gone yet, and they may never quite subside, as I was hit by a car when I was 21 and it inflicted quite an amount of damage to my body, and I played ice-hockey for 15 years which took it's toll as well. I'll explain more when I find the time to tell my background in the appropriate forum. May I ask where in Vermont do you reside? I travel up to Burlington a few times a year and consider it one of the most beautiful and accepting states in the country. I have a non-using girlfriend that fully supports me along with my parents, and I am very grateful for them. I'm also grateful to have found this group, as everyone that has welcomed me has lit another little flame in my heart to keep me warm during this transition. We will talk more soon. I have to take care of a few things, I hope everybody's day is filled with love, joy and gratitude. I know mine will be...Ryan